yellow :)

all images are taken from here.

I prefer calla lily for wedding decoration, back in high school time. more than roses. but lately, I had decided that sunflowers got their own charm which attracts me soooo bad!

"The way they move their massive heads to meet the sun make them a flower of spiritual attainment, flexibility, and opportunity. They are also symbolic of good luck, wealth and ambition. Give sunflowers away to someone who is working toward a goal and needs a big break in their lives. They are also an excellent housewarming gift as the receiver embraces new opportunities in the form of hearth and home."

its uniqueness is irresistible. its petals are drown me into the most yellowish feeling ever. nothing gonna be able to brighten your day more than it could.
I'm a playful person. I respect every single steps in wedding ceremony, but I also want it to be fun and could make every guests in that occasion as happy as I would.
well, for me, yellow is the new white. and sunflower is the new rose, likely.

romance isn't always related to candle light dinner, a rose bucket, a limo in front of your house, pinkish, serenades, a diamond, a kiss, or a love letter.
for me, romance is simple, as simple as a smile on someone's face when you gave a little surprise like breakfast in the morning. :)



*written while listening Sunflower by Super Junior :)

dear, swani.. :)

 

*udah liat kyuhyun bawa bunga kan?
*udah liat kyuhyun bawa kado kan?
*udah liat kyuhyun bikin lope2 pake tangan kan?
*udah liat kyuhyun bikin tempelan lope2 di dinding kan?
*udah liat kyuhyun dengan setia duduk nungguin lo kan?
*naah, skrg anggep aja ini kyuhyun yg ngomong! haha :D


happy birthday sayaang!!
wish you all the super best! hihi! semoga cita-citanya tercapai! semoga taon ini kita bisa lulus bareng amiin! trus taon depan liburan ke seoul cari tiket murah kabur kesana sama @andriands juga! amin! haha!

jangan males lagi, udah tuaaaaa. udah 22! haha! ngga boleh sensi lagi, dan semoga bisa sekurus kala pertama masuk arsi! hihi! awet-awet sama daniel yaa, jgn berantem mulu! jgn dibanding2in sama kyuhyun mulu, ngga nyampe! hahaha!

apa lagi yaa? gue bingung sih sebenernya mau nulis apa lagi. beda sama andrian, dia mah banyak yg bs dihina, jd enak nulisnya hihi! *udah bukan post ttg dia, tp tetep dibawa-bawa haha, pisss :D

aku mau curhat aja deh! aku stress ngerjain skripsi! trus inget kmu mau ulang taon. iseng deh. lagian aku lagi bokek ngga punya duit. tau sendiri, niat bertemu calon suami ternyata butuh biaya besar ya kan yaa.. haha!

jadi, aku kasih ini aja yaa. semoga menghibur! wkwkwkwk. sebagai anak arsi yang baek, gue harus bs dong mengaplikasikan kemampuan ber-photoshop gue.. haha! maap yaah, cacat nya tingkat dewa! ngga secanggih opa jeki ni :P

have a blast yaaa, dear! thanks for being in this world so i can find someone to laugh with and cry on! stay stunning, stay young, stay alive! jangan lupa sama gue kalo elo udah tua nanti yaaa!!

i looove you more, bebiii!! smooch!!

- aya :)
*gajadi kyuhyun hihi

 

 

 

bersama bapak ibu mertua :p

sukira!! :D

SPAO limited edition haha!

eng, gue ngga tau mau caption in apa hihi

happy birthday, cantik!! :)

soulmate

I see you standing there
Watching you breathing my air
Holding hands with some one else
Feel this love
That I bare

Why you said your love to me want ever die
When you know that is only a lie
Why you make me trust
That is love not a last
Days were gone
I'm still standing there

To love you is something that's true
No one can tell me that what I can do
To love you forever just you
To lose a tears drink the water from you

Do not wanna deny our fight
We one another soulmate
The promise we made

They tell me the love we had
Should not even by any reason
Making my life more complete

- What They Called Soulmate, Agnes Monica


melihatnya dengan gaun putih itu adalah impian yang akhirnya menjadi kenyataan.
melihatnya menutupi pipinya yang memerah dengan buket bunga lili itu membuatku seperti bertemu seorang malaikat.
melihatnya dengan jelas di depan altar membuatku yakin bahwa tuhan tidak pernah bercanda ketika menciptakan cinta.
melihatnya menangis bahagia memberikanku kekuatan untuk melanjutkan hidup.


love will find its own way to find you. if it's meant to be, then it would. if it isn't, then just let it go.

melihatnya menatapku di bangku gereja dengan senyumnya yang paling cantik adalah hadiah perpisahan terindah bagi seorang aku..

we are perfect :)

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that’s alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss ‘No way, it’s all good’, it didn’t slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I’m still around

Pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less than less then perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you’re nothing
You are perfect to me

You’re so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you’ll make it
Filled with so much hatred… such a tired game
It’s enough! I’ve done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I’ve seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less than less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you’re nothing
You are perfect to me

The whole world’s scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it’s a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they’re everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don’t get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that
Why do I do that
Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby
Pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less than less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you’re nothing, you’re fucking perfect to me
You’re perfect, you’re perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you’re nothing
You are perfect to me…

have you ever been feeling low? have you ever been feeling miserable?
have you ever been being nothing?
we might had thought once or twice before, that we were nothing. that we were worse than other. that we weren't capable done anything amazing, anything great.

it's hard to reset our mind map. it's not quite easy to being proud of ourselves. but The Almighty One has a greatest plan for each His kids. look around us. there are so many people that might haven't get the opportunity as we did. haven't been this good as we are.

all we have to do is just be thankful every single day. we are perfect for ourselves. we are born in a purpose. we are important part of His massive plan..
just like a smart gag said:

"nobody is perfect. i am nobody. well, then i am perfect!"


be strong, i am an outsider just like everyone! :D